My Light (story) part 3

May 17
Jove would not come to the island with me
Or maybe he just can’t

I feel for the old man
I can’t help but think that my future will be as his present is
I am afraid but I don’t care

I think that is what bravery is like
To have the strength to accept fear and act beyond it

This island holds sadness for me now
Jove’s voice is stuck in my head
How will the gods react to me helping star?

It’s strange but I know the gods are there
I can feel their eyes watching me
I don’t know how aware they are of my intentions
Or of my love

For tonight I am resting at their old house
I am sure Jove is fine with it
After all, it has been hundreds of years
I have no idea how he survived this long
Or if he has

Anything is possible now
Or maybe this is all a dream
I could just be crazy and falling for a hallucination

No, I can’t doubt this feeling
It is too real
Nothing has felt this real to me
Ever

Light, please be ok
Please feel this to
Please… just... Know

I will find you again
I will save you
I will be with you
I love you

May 18
I found a temple
I prayed to the gods
Please hear me
Please help us
I am lost

I searched this temple
I found nothing

May 20
I slept at the temple on the 18th
But when I woke someone was sitting over me
She had striking blue eyes just like Lights
She was magical
Not just her appearance
Her long blue dress was dotted with glowing stars
I assumed she was Star

--Star?--
--Stay quiet.
They know what you are doing.
Please help my Light
Here take this
Drink it and you can see the gods yourself
Hopefully this will take you to the one I think it will
But wait until the night
Passage to and from this island is only possible at night
Only certain gods stay alert at that time
It will be safer for you anyway--

She gave me what seems to be a potion
If I drink it I should be taken to a god
But I have to wait for the night

It was still dark when she disappeared
So I was able to go back to find Jove
But he was gone
It almost seems as if he was never here
Waiting for the night in this place is torture

Even if these gods kill me, I can’t stop until I help light
She had such pain on her face before
So lonely
I will do this
I have to help her
She has to help me

I was never happy but
When I saw her smile….

May 21
I can’t believe where I am
I went back to the island and laid in a bed at Jove’s old home
After drinking the potion, my body went limp
Then I found myself here
It looks so much like the island
Only more colorful and more lively
Angels dot the sky
And when I appeared here a goddess stood before me

She pulled me into a building
--How did you get here?
It doesn’t matter
Please don’t leave my place
What is your name?--

--Zili, I need help I--
--you have no idea how annoyed Falir is with you
While you stay at that island he can’t touch you
Do not leave it
I will bring Light to you when I can
Falir owns her but who wouldn’t kill for a night with the goddess of love
No one can know about you so stay put
I will have my angels Show you to a room where you can wait
Go ahead and sleep if you wish
If you do, you will wake up back at the island
Stay there until I contact you--

The goddess told me to stay put until she brings me light
Her angels, who seem to be simply servants to the gods, lead me to a bedroom
I am looking out through an archway used as a window
This place is so memorizing

Light, please be ok
I love you